1. Were You Listening 2. The Man With Soulless Eyes 3. Missing 4. nomoreangles 5. I Just Want Resolution 6. Blasphemy 7. Vodka and Old Gods 1. Were You Listening? Yesterday I thought I died But I was disappointed to find I was still alive I couldn't hear anyone speak But I saw their lips moving Were they talking to me? 2. The Man With Soulless Eyes It's so cold here When I cry my tears freeze With my clouded breath I can't see I shout but my voice dies And I scream but it's only lies When I cry from my soulless eyes It's so cold here Give me the rains I want to steer! My love is cold like the snow so I'll Crash the carriage into the lifeless trees And let my bones rest in the snow covered leaves My blood is a brilliant vermilion paint Melting the frost It turns to brown rust And I swear to God it will taint All the lovers who fallow Into passionless frost With their hearts beating so faint Maybe twenty years from this time you'll find my bones Cold and alone Filed with moss and snow Let my sorrow wash over me and haunt me on the marrow Then you won't be lost in my soulless eyes My blood no matter how delicately it splashes on the white canvass Shall never be as brilliant as the stars that splatter the blackened sky And just as before When I close the door My sore arms will turn from red to brown And when I close my eyes I'll wish they were part of the sky Their black and empty abyss are soulless as a night with no moon And without the moon I will crash this carriage Without la lune to illuminate the earth's winter skin I'll be lost in the pale flesh And be let to crash into the black bones of the forest Spilling my blood so fresh The forest empty as my eyes Will capture my soul when I die And I'll be lost to time Oh what a crime? I shan't be missed All those lies Ah yes, I'm the man with soulless eyes 3. Missing It reminds me of something I can't remember Like when you know you've lost something But you can't remember what you lost And honestly, it's a bit like drinking cold coffee You can't quite enjoy the bitterness it brings you And honestly, I'm missing something important here When I've proved myself right You still want to tell me I'm wrong And you can't give me what I want So why am I even trying You never were intriguing and I'm just going through the motions Just going through the motions I can't and I won't let you know if I have emotions Nothing is pure or good with me so don't expect anything please I'm sorry I made the mistake But I can't take back things like that, now can I? 4. nomoreangles oh if you let us we will latch onto you and fall deeply madly infatuated with you too if you let us in we will grip onto everything and pull it apart let us live oh boy if you let us in we will pull at your wings mother me mercy i see youre angelic and i cannot resist oh the wings oh the feathers i cant help myself claws and eye extra limbs limping limping i cant help myself oh just you just you not revenge theres no need for that i just want your feathers claws extra eye tall tall strike me down i know nothing about you i just want to someone like me ah no no no not again dont let yourself fall for another angel little demon boy demon boy dont do that no more angels no 5. I Just Want Resolution Grip onto me with your lust If my friendship is true then I'll let you take my love If I say, "I love you" break my bones Snap my wrists covered in blood Though my knuckles are bleeding this sap is not innocent And though I wish to tear your world apart with my teeth It's sadly ironic it's you who's come to reap what I have left Grip my neck as hard as you can Crush my hopes and dreams Crush my body, just like flowers beneath your rough hands And even as my blood pools around me I'm let to believe Oh god, you're not the one killing me But how can that be when you're breathing And I'm left faithless If I'm the victim then why do I feel like the villain? I'm drowning but you keep telling me it's the other way around But why aren't you struggling? Why are you laughing at the tears in my eyes as I gasp for air? I came here for solace but I was given nothing but bad memories And was told to make something of them And instead of solidarity I received pity There is no resolution in drowning in your agony There is no solace in picking at the scab that will never heal And so, I chose to sleep with my demons Claws and teeth will comfort me Since your soft flesh only cut me And I will hold them close to me when I dream of you Because I know they will always be there to keep me safe And I know they will always tell the truth If humans are inherently evil what is a hell hound to me or you You've beat all the good left in me And I'm soon doomed to repeat your blasphemy This is not resolution If I have to shake the hands that tore my dreams right out from my scalp There is no such thing as feeling resolved When all you know is the crimes of Gods 6. blasphemy you'll never see me as a martyr in the eyes of your monotheistic god the deities aren't man and they do not rule like your false kings how can you pass judgment over me how could i have been so wicked in the past life to deserve this the fates have this planned out for me i will paint myself in the blood of your god so you will look at me i am the man you need i am your synthetic messiah wash your bones with my holy tears your western lord is the one i will bend my stigmata is infected as my wounds seep distrust 7. Vodka and Old Gods It tastes like death and decay
Even though it's sweet it rips the roof of my mouth It burns my stomach like acid But it calms my brain and restless heart beat My skull hurts, fighting tears that have been tugging at the corners of my eyes I'm so loved why am I so sad My bones are cold as ice even when I'm wrapped in a thousand layers of black wool My shoulders ache and my arms ache and my nails ache like I've been clawing out of the cold and cracked winter earth Bounding from the ground like spring itself My throat burns from fighting these tears I'm so loved but why then, why am I so achingly sad I'm wandering in a glass I can see myself looking into my own eyes I'm empty and sad What do I want? Come with me let me take your pain away into the abyss Whiteness blinds me as an angels’ voice sings Is she singing to me Rolling in tears and dripping in sweat I drink fire Despite the burning in my eyes I don't think I'll be able to sleep for a thousand year
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